what goes around comes around

Sometimes you realise when things are being said to much it turns back on you and haunt you for your words...
yes i do believe it happens, a sudden thought that strike my mind making me realise how foolish i was and narrow-minded i could be when it comes to issues involving someone I care and love dearly.
On a positive note, maybe its because i'm worried of the possibilities and chances future holds. thus, the reaction and words of stupidity.
Rush of emotions had made me lose all rationality to think and act smart.
i realise its time to make a change, to improve and being receptive to criticism.
i realise saying it very loudly wouldnt make me any superior or right
i realise saying it very mean wouldnt make me look any better
i realise saying it awfully wouldnt make me any greater
i realise saying it in a very inconsiderate manner wouldnt make me any happier =(
because word is such a powerful tool that it is deadly when it meets the bitter heart.
oh how i wish i've pulled back what i've said and take it with a lighter heart
perhaps it will make me a happier person....