are they worth it?

It is hard to understand why people choose to convince themselves to matters which had their answers placed upfront... live in denial?
People asked and listen to opinions who only soothes their ears and nothing negative. how does that count as being honest to themselves?
By enduring the rough patches in life will only teach us and enable us to grow and learn from mistakes, no point holding to on a believe when it is non-existant.
similarly applies to friendships, when they no longer value you its time for you to let them go not because you're mad at them for not appreciating you but because they never had and never will.
As much reality hurts, those who really appreciate you wont not judge you for you are and true friends are those who'll stab you in the front....
No matter how much you know the person, you will never know their true colours until shyte happens =(
it aint worth it afterall......

what goes around comes around

Sometimes you realise when things are being said to much it turns back on you and haunt you for your words...
yes i do believe it happens, a sudden thought that strike my mind making me realise how foolish i was and narrow-minded i could be when it comes to issues involving someone I care and love dearly.
On a positive note, maybe its because i'm worried of the possibilities and chances future holds. thus, the reaction and words of stupidity.
Rush of emotions had made me lose all rationality to think and act smart.
i realise its time to make a change, to improve and being receptive to criticism.
i realise saying it very loudly wouldnt make me any superior or right
i realise saying it very mean wouldnt make me look any better
i realise saying it awfully wouldnt make me any greater
i realise saying it in a very inconsiderate manner wouldnt make me any happier =(
because word is such a powerful tool that it is deadly when it meets the bitter heart.
oh how i wish i've pulled back what i've said and take it with a lighter heart
perhaps it will make me a happier person....

why not?

I decide to reactivate my dead blog which i haven't been using for ages =)
So much drama going on in life and the few best is happening now
But im hoping more to come.
Sometimes you just wake up feeling cranky thinking what the days awaits you ,
You'll be surprised to find unexpected things happening around you that cannot be explain.... =)
If you have faith in it, everything else will fall in place
Past few months had been the best teachers of my life,
To wake me up to reality of life.
" Never say sorry for somethings you meant to do, I dont fear your judgments cause i already know who I am"