Somehow he didnt seems to care much
and there's nothing I can do
We've talk but it doesnt seems to help
in the state of confusion and dilemma
im struggling to tell you the truth but why would you make it worse
somehow sugar coat the fact wont make it hurtful to thing bout it
The fact is you dont care anymore
Believe me it wasnt suppose to be that way

Worse part of having holidays??

So yeah holidays here, exams over, no stress, no assignmnets but i dont seem to enjoy holiday...
Where are all my friends?? No outing? no holiday trip? no event? no parties??
gahh~ come on somethings gotta happen during my break, i've been expecting to have great holidays even before exams... =(
People be free to ask me out even for a drink desperately need someone to share my holidays with... (sounds so freakin despo) Holidays are starting to get boring, im stuck at home with the tv and the internet and nothing else. Plus it gets worse when your mom pressure you to find a part time job like ASAP! she cant stand looking at me being so stress free watching tv and even offer to help me find a part time job. I havent enjoyed/ rest enough to compensate the studying and assignmenting stress i really dont feel like working till i rest more than enough and sick of holidays maybe till then i'll consider working...
oh yeah and my kepong buddies please dont let me down, i've been expecting to meet you guys soon.. So, make sure yall be free even if you're not =) hehehe