Just Me

are they worth it?

2011-07-26T12:40:00.002+08:00

It is hard to understand why people choose to convince themselves to matters which had their answers placed upfront... live in denial?
People asked and listen to opinions who only soothes their ears and nothing negative. how does that count as being honest to themselves?
By enduring the rough patches in life will only teach us and enable us to grow and learn from mistakes, no point holding to on a believe when it is non-existant.
similarly applies to friendships, when they no longer value you its time for you to let them go not because you're mad at them for not appreciating you but because they never had and never will.
As much reality hurts, those who really appreciate you wont not judge you for you are and true friends are those who'll stab you in the front....
No matter how much you know the person, you will never know their true colours until shyte happens =(
it aint worth it afterall......

what goes around comes around

2011-04-22T00:50:00.004+08:00

Sometimes you realise when things are being said to much it turns back on you and haunt you for your words...
yes i do believe it happens, a sudden thought that strike my mind making me realise how foolish i was and narrow-minded i could be when it comes to issues involving someone I care and love dearly.
On a positive note, maybe its because i'm worried of the possibilities and chances future holds. thus, the reaction and words of stupidity.
Rush of emotions had made me lose all rationality to think and act smart.
i realise its time to make a change, to improve and being receptive to criticism.
i realise saying it very loudly wouldnt make me any superior or right
i realise saying it very mean wouldnt make me look any better
i realise saying it awfully wouldnt make me any greater
i realise saying it in a very inconsiderate manner wouldnt make me any happier =(
because word is such a powerful tool that it is deadly when it meets the bitter heart.
oh how i wish i've pulled back what i've said and take it with a lighter heart
perhaps it will make me a happier person....

why not?

2011-03-30T10:32:00.002+08:00

I decide to reactivate my dead blog which i haven't been using for ages =)
So much drama going on in life and the few best is happening now
But im hoping more to come.
Sometimes you just wake up feeling cranky thinking what the days awaits you ,
You'll be surprised to find unexpected things happening around you that cannot be explain.... =)
If you have faith in it, everything else will fall in place
Past few months had been the best teachers of my life,
To wake me up to reality of life.
" Never say sorry for somethings you meant to do, I dont fear your judgments cause i already know who I am"

2010-10-27T11:55:00.002+08:00

"To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing."

Life has been a roller coaster ride of emotions for me,
sometimes you feel high up in the air next moment you know you are right down at the lowest; all this has indeed make me a stronger person.
there are tons of emotions that words wont find its way for me to express it somehow i wish he would understand that to let go for the better is the best thing to do.
I learn that there are things that are out my control especially when it comes to emotions but for this time i wanna make it right so badly. in order to avoid all misunderstanding and further complications i have to make things real clear.
I dont wanna be the cause for someone else's sorrow, time heals everything....

2010-09-23T02:02:00.000+08:00

Impressive I city

2010-09-03T00:30:00.011+08:00

Tis was a very belated post happen in the month of August
just to keep my blog alive =) lol

23th August 2010
Went out with Li chin an Lorence to I CITY!
it was awesome! a picture worth a thousand words

Big thanks to Lorence for being the driver of the day and Li chin my buddy who accompany me out for most of our outingS and shared uncountable sweet moments together =)

Speak the unspeakable

2010-07-31T13:38:00.009+08:00

Every now and than i wonder back and forth
Recalling memories from present and past
Am i doing the right thing?
Would it be any different if I took the different path
This looks temporary but it feels so real...
Every extra step I take leaves me wondering am i escaping from the truth
Wherever life brings me I know there's a purpose
Let it be~

"To be tested is good. The challenged life may be the best therapist."
~Gail Sheehy

It couldn't have been any better

2010-07-13T13:27:00.010+08:00

Life's good when you know you have friends and people who appreciates you....

past few days met up with my long time to contact friend Li Chin, Jacht and Lorence, it was memorable so I decided to blog about it. Happens once in a blue moon occasion

10th July 2010 - Lunch with Lorence

Learn much from Lorence in handling my camera, thanks to him I finnallly know how to use the in function my camera =P

Love this one <3

Outing with Jacht - 12th July 2010

lots of cam-whoring while waiting for lunch to be served...

Michelle'S

My Green Curry Chicken =)

Li chin's

Jacht's

Photo of the day =)

Glad that you guys are apart of my life... Loving all the outings and laughter shared.

Gonna packed my luggage for my trip to Pahang! I'm so excited... will be back to uploads happening in Pahang this weekend =)

Time heals everything

2010-07-10T01:43:00.003+08:00

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us."

~ Hellen Keller

Tomorrow will definitely be a better day...

Never say no to shopping

2010-06-30T14:34:00.010+08:00

Had some serious shopping with Wenyi at Sungei Wang, it was a tiring day indeed...

Oh yeah not to mention Sungei Wang really made us walk like hell finding " The Shop " haha =)

They really need to improved on providing the basic facility which is a store map directory! Neways here are some shots of the day

we were sitting on this while

eating these

p/s : HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENYI!

Hopefully more outing and uploads to come =)

Here i come holiday!

2010-06-26T11:36:00.012+08:00

Finally i'm officially over for my first semester.. such a relieve that its all over

no more books and endless writing of notes and more notes

There's been a few things i'm looking forward this holiday

Li Chin's return from Russia
Outing with my the Kepong buddies- WATCH MOVIE!!
Catchup with Lorence and Sarah
Shopping trip with Wenyi!
My exciting Sg. Lembing trip
Completing my HK and Korean drama's
Download Glee from Victor/Wenyi

I think basically these most of it and will come out with more plans to fill up my entire holiday living stress-free =)

Life's good without assignments and exam....

This is what I do after my finishing my last paper, we celebrated at Sunway Pyramid.... meet up at Monash, Pasta Zanmai -- Camwhore -- Shopping -- Karaoke-- Monash --Home.

Some pics taken our wonderful evening

2010-06-13T13:48:00.004+08:00

I have less than 24 hours for my first paper

and i haven't completed memorizing all the definitions and terms

Sigh. I am nervous..... very nervous =(

B.O.R.E.D

2010-06-09T12:54:00.002+08:00

Woke up and the first thing came to mind was to study...

Sigh. Im getting sick and tired of books and writing down notes...

I cant wait for exams to be over !

I'm supposed to be studying now according to my schedule but

I cant resist facebook, so decided to take a 15 min break off study time.

I guess I should get back to work, time waits for no man

countdown to exam.... 5 more days to go!!

Good luck people!! =)

Do the right thing

2010-06-07T15:04:00.004+08:00

People are complicated,regardless men or women

why do people act inconsistent with thoughts?

what do we actually want?

Sometimes facts are upfront and yet people refuse to face it and constantly live in denial

Some people rather stay in their comfort zones and deal with their problems, others struggle to get the sense of what is right and wrong

As for me i've learn to live for myself and not others

and that will make a difference.

Make decisions from the heart and use your head to make it work...

" In any moment of decision the best thing you can do is the right thing, the next best thing is the wrong thing, and the worst thing you can do is nothing.”

– Theodore Roosevelt

To all dog owners

2010-05-30T13:46:00.004+08:00

Found an article on foods that are poisonous to pets, watch out for all dog owners
Yeast dough
Dough that is not cooked and contains yeast can rise in your pet’s stomach, causing pain, and can potentially cause the intestines to rupture. This risk diminishes once the dough is cooked.
Foods with a high salt or fat content

Excessive fats can cause upset stomach and potentially inflame the pancreas causing pancreatitis. Salty foods can pose a risk for the development of sodium ion toxicosis, according to the ASPCA. Be aware that if your pet gets into food with a high fat or salt content, she could experience stomach problems including diarrhea and vomiting.

Chocolate, coffee, alcohol

According to the ASPCA, the substances in chocolate, coffee, and caffeine, methlxanthines, can cause vomiting, diarrhea, panting, excessive thirst and urination, hyperactivity, tremors, seizures, and potentially death in pets. The higher the cocoa percentage, the more dangerous the chocolate is, making dark chocolate more toxic than milk or white chocolate. All these products can cause vomiting, diarrhea and even death.

Left-over bones

Left-over bones pose a choking hazard to pets, and they can also splinter and puncture your pet’s gut or intestine. Additionally, do not feed your pet undercooked meat or eggs, as they can contain harmful bacteria.

Grapes and raisins

These can be toxic to dogs and cause kidney failure. Researchers say there are still many unknowns about the toxicity of grapes and raisins, including whether only certain types of dogs are affected, but it is advised not to feed grapes or raisins to dogs in any amount

Avocado

While many pet owners say they feed their pets avocados with no problems, studies have shown that their leaves, fruit, seeds and bark can contain a toxin called Persin.According to the ASPCA, the Guatemalan variety, which is commonly found in stores, contains the most toxicity.

2010-05-15T16:59:00.005+08:00

Hence, it had officially ended....

Pain, Sad, Miserable, Empty, Useless is all I can say

Im not sure if its a sad thing, felt more like betrayed rather then honoured....

You knew you want it more than I do....

You never knew how precious it was to me, you walked in and abruptly walk out without a sign.

p/s : I'll miss you..

Exhausted

2010-05-14T15:09:00.002+08:00

Been really tired this week and i have absolutely no time for myself not even a goodnight sleep...

Im happy that I've successfully completed my Consumer Behaviour, International Business and also my class presentation on Organisational Behavior .... which means two more to go, Argh!

this semester assignments are giving me a tough time, combo ++ one after another due in the same week... never underestimate how one assignment can drained out a person.

I've just completed two assignment in a week and i'm proud of myself but still it was really last minute although I've started weeks earlier maybe its just me, born with the procrastinating genes... =( Sigh.. I so wish i have 48 hours a day, so little time so much to do....

Thought of giving myself a break today from the straining week I had, but i have two more assignments and im officially done for the semester! So why not die first and enjoy later...

Plus, this week was really chaotic and frustrating, not only piling assignments is draining me out worst still im lacking of moral and emotional support... I guess I've been neglecting wee-li to much that he turns to neglect me in return. The feeling of wanting someone by your side so badly when you're at your weakest and toughest moment but no one is there for you.... Not even someone to lend you a crying shoulder

Anyways I wish things get better by next week

Gotta get back to my assignments, wish me luck people! =)

Exams

2010-04-29T14:18:00.003+08:00

Exam timetable are out~!!

lets see my time table..... pretty hectic

14th May 2010 Managerial Communications

22th May 2010 Organisational Behaviour

24th May 2010 Consumer Behaviour

25th May 2010 International Business

Gosh... how can they put international business right after consumer behaviour? lots of reading and memorizing. Anyways, it will be over quite soon and im looking forwards to holidays again =)

Wish me luck people, gonna dive back into assignments =)

Through the rain

2010-04-24T12:20:00.003+08:00

When you get caught in the rain with no where to run

When you're distraught and in pain without anyone

When you keep cryin out to be saved but nobody comes

And you feel so far away that you just can't find your way home

You can get there alone

It's ok, won't you say

I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again on my own and I know that I'm strong enough to mend

And every time I feel afraid

I hold tighter to my faith and

I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down, don't you dare give in

You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly and you'll find what you need to prevail

What you say, I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again on my own and I know that I'm strong enough to mend

And every time I feel afraid

I hold tighter to my faith and I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And when the wind blows

And shadows grow close

Don't be afraid

There's nothing you can't face

And should they tell you, you'll never pull through

Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain

I can stand up once again on my own and I know that I'm strong enough to mend

And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith

And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And I can make it through the rain and stand up once again

And I live one more day and I, I can make it through the rain

You're gonna make it through the rain

Break again

2010-04-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

Mid sem break is here again,
time really flies.... holidays here but assignments are piling up =(
assignment during break = no break
Currently busy preparing for my tutorial presentatation for Man Com and IB assignments which is due soon... Plus class test is on the same day as my presentation day... gosh....
too bored doing slides I ended up blogging which i dont normally do.
Anyway, nxt Monday will be looking forward for an exciting trip to PAWS with my fellow Leo club members. Hopefully it'll be fun =)
Gotta get back to work~ thats all for now =)

start of a new beginning

2010-03-03T16:41:00.002+08:00

After months of holidays, is time to get back into hectic mode... classes are back as usual speaking of classes i kinda love hate my timetable. hmm love it caused classes are equally spread over 3 days(mon, tue, wed only), not hectic and more breaks in between classes. On the downside, classes doesnt start as soon as i arrive which leaves me ample of time in the morning before class plus lecture hours are pretty long especially 4 hours straight in the same auditorium. well, i guess i cant everything in my way just have to bear with it.

Lecture today on managerial communication was awesome =) something interesting and different from what we usually learn. I was attentively listening to the lecturer and almost forgotten its not a psychology class... sounds very much like learning psycho. As expected international business wasnt THAT interesting. Lots and lots of info and memorizing is what im expecting from my first impression in lecture. Organisational business was okay not too bad at least the lecturer made effort to make a joke to keep the lecture interesting. but most importantly which is also my main concern is in tutorials...*worried* hopefully i get cooperative group members.

thats all for today =)

2010 Resolution

2010-01-08T00:09:00.004+08:00

My Resolution

1) Try to score possibly 4 Distinction for the coming sem
2) Get a new hobby
( was thinking on dance classes)
3) Learn to be more independent
( hopefully i could overcome fear on the road and drive myself to college)
4) Be more active in curriculum activities
5) Be a good gf
6) Go for a vacation/ holiday trip to somewhere away from Malaysia. =)
7) Keep in touch with friends of mine. =)
( esp friends i havent been contacting for a long time and old classmates and of course make more new friends)

2009 late post

2010-01-05T16:25:00.007+08:00

3) Random outing

On the 29th December, had an old classmate gathering =) just four of us, myself, wee li, leevanea and calvin. Went to this new place at IOI Boulevard "my otak-otak place" . A new discovery place with very unique interior decor. Never seen such place decorated with the old school + antique +classy feeling designed. Even the toliets amazed me =) After supper we went to leeva's place till 2am... lots of catching up with each other

if you observed closely there are more than one water tap

2009 late post

2010-01-05T15:47:00.010+08:00

2) Cousins parents 25th anniversary

On the 26th December, we went to Armada pub namely "Wharf" to celebrate Sarah's parents anniversary. It was a blast plus it was secretly planned earlier as a suprise party. Big thanks to Sarah and Simon for inviting and planning such a great party, had much fun on the karaoke, drinks and camwhore-ing and food. =)

let the pics do the talking.

sarah and me

micheal, sarah

the cousins

The chen's, yong's, khong's, tan's

2009 late post

2010-01-05T15:02:00.014+08:00

Had been neglecting my blog past few months,(p/s : updating due to wenyi's request) =P

In a blink of eye here comes 2010 and 2009 has ended... before writing a post on my new year's resolutions there a few back post happening in the year 2009 which should published.

1) my birthday

2) Cousins parents 25th anniversary

3) Random outing

Hmm lemme see... way till back from my birthday on the 12th of December, it was great although simple yet very sweet of wee li to bring me to Genting. Before heading on to Genting ate with mum at secret recipe as birthday lunch.... than went to Genting spend few hours there, according to plan we were suppose to dine in a restaurant name "the olive" unfortunately plan change due to full reservation up till 9. Around 8++ we were back at kl dining in Victoria Station. and finally around an hour before my birthday ends we made our way to my aunt house at SS2 to blow my chocolate chesse mousse cake. =)

1) MY BIRTHDAY

me and mummy

Finally

2009-12-04T17:24:00.003+08:00

Exams result are out~! adrenaline rush.....
good news all my friends did well this sem no failed subject.... lucky thing
congrats to all my friends who did well in money and capitals =) good job guys~!
and me... hmm.. mine wasnt so good but i will try harder next year~! by the way
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI PING~! have a great one =)

2009-11-26T00:19:00.002+08:00

Somehow he didnt seems to care much
and there's nothing I can do
We've talk but it doesnt seems to help
in the state of confusion and dilemma
im struggling to tell you the truth but why would you make it worse
somehow sugar coat the fact wont make it hurtful to thing bout it
The fact is you dont care anymore
Believe me it wasnt suppose to be that way

Worse part of having holidays??

2009-11-18T01:32:00.006+08:00

So yeah holidays here, exams over, no stress, no assignmnets but i dont seem to enjoy holiday...
Where are all my friends?? No outing? no holiday trip? no event? no parties??
gahh~ come on somethings gotta happen during my break, i've been expecting to have great holidays even before exams... =(
People be free to ask me out even for a drink desperately need someone to share my holidays with... (sounds so freakin despo) Holidays are starting to get boring, im stuck at home with the tv and the internet and nothing else. Plus it gets worse when your mom pressure you to find a part time job like ASAP! she cant stand looking at me being so stress free watching tv and even offer to help me find a part time job. I havent enjoyed/ rest enough to compensate the studying and assignmenting stress i really dont feel like working till i rest more than enough and sick of holidays maybe till then i'll consider working...
oh yeah and my kepong buddies please dont let me down, i've been expecting to meet you guys soon.. So, make sure yall be free even if you're not =) hehehe

2 Down! 1 more to go!

2009-10-30T16:56:00.002+08:00

So now everyone's busy worrying and studying for their exams,
and here I am blogging...
well... It seems that everyone does not have sufficient time to complete their Marketing paper so do I... =(
Felt I didnt do well, especially if you only managed to write a few point for the MOST important section of the paper... Arghh~ left out many important point and there goes my mark
all I can do is hope for the best, not failing the paper is my biggest wish.
Psychology paper was okay but still im not sure with most answers and again I cross my fingers and pray hard i'll do a good job at it.
this is what will happen if you procrastinate to much by having too many breaks between study time. WORK HARD PEOPLE! esp for my friends who are taking Money and Capitals.
Need to put 100 % effort for my last and final paper for business law~ wish me luck.

....

2009-10-24T09:02:00.003+08:00

My heart just shattered into pieces listening to your words,
every hope and faith I have in you just vanish just like that,
Im not sure how long more can i do this...
I wish i could turn back time and undo everything and wish it never happen.
Im trying to do all i can to make this better but you never to seems to appreciate.
Tho is just the beginning yet im already tired holding on to this...

Rough week

2009-10-20T22:13:00.003+08:00

Its been really a long time since i've dated my post,
well... exam's around the corner, 9 more days~! O.M.G~
felt i've studied nothing. things aren't going my way this few week, got back a few assignmnets
Guess what! i've screw all my assignments this sem Marketing, Business law, FTV =(
very dissapointed with the results, neway thanks to my friends who comforted me to make me feel better. thanks ya...
based on my assignment results, it really de-motivated a lot, sigh.
Tho i put much effort in it its still the same, i guess my effort is not good enough? gahh...
gotta concentrate on finals and do better this time. Cant afford to get poor results....

2 more to go

2009-10-07T22:54:00.002+08:00

Arghhh...! 2 more assignments yet to be done before i can peacefully start studying for my upcoming exam, Psychology and Television assignmnets!
Looks like my pals have completed theirs, envy nyer~
Thanks to Heng Luen for pressuring me to study Law! haha =) manage to complete a few chapters(at least)
To all my other friends, good luck in studying! work hard !

p/s: looking forward to ele's party =) its gonna be fun!

Holiday here i come

2009-09-28T15:51:00.003+08:00

Finally finished marketing and television studies assignment, sign relief ^^
just handed television assignment this morning, *cross my fingers pray hard i dont do out of topic*
And now its the sem break~! =)
looking forward to have great plans over the holidays...

Stress

2009-09-23T08:00:00.003+08:00

it's now 8 in the morning
Assignments are gonna due in less than 48 hours
i've only done halfway through
getting restless in front of the computer
Li chin's leaving soon, I cant find transport to send her off at the airport today....
stress.... im sorry if I really cant make it...

Numb

2009-09-22T02:33:00.004+08:00

I wish you would understand how im feeling right now,
trying not to feel that way but thinking of it makes me sad
It's worse that you dont realise what you've done and make it sounded as if nothing ever happen
Guess i expected too much.

Another Day to Remember

2009-09-19T12:09:00.009+08:00

Thanks dear for bringing me to the movie, we watched G-Force.. was a good one =)

Drop by McDonalds for supper. Had lots of fun today thanks darling for spending time with me =) appreciate it a lot

heart you <3

Procrastinator

2009-09-18T09:43:00.003+08:00

FTV major Assignment due 24/09/09
Marketing Assignment due 24/09/09!

what am i doing now?? blogging ? facebook? .....
Arghh..... ! i should be doing my assignments NOW...
sigh... so little time so much to do but i just dont feel like doing

*SLAP* wake up! time to buck up!

Finally

2009-09-16T01:14:00.004+08:00

Finally!
i've got a blog of my own =)
Didnt wanna have one eventually but then im highy influence my buddies
So yeah...
Hopefully i'll constantly blog...